Today I Caved...

I have been sooooo good. So good. I have not harassed my coordinator for several weeks. I did check in about two weeks ago, but didn't really ask anything. But now my dossier has been at the Consulate for 5 weeks and so I thought, it couldn't hurt to ask. So I did. You might remember that last time I got a hunch and asked, it brought results! So, here's to hoping. 

I've always wanted this baby, but I cannot quite explain the longing I feel right now to bring my baby home. Maybe it's the holidays or maybe it's just being more couped up than I am in the summer, but I actually am missing this baby, this child I have never met. And my heart hurts for the first time. I am ready. 

I will let you know when I get a response.